The Kissed Mystics
& Omnihedral Void
They were the first to press their hands to the thinning. They built the instruments. They named the kiss-points. They drew the arrangement across fourteen generations of stone and blood and fire. They opened every door that has ever been walked through. They were never, in any sphere or void or transit or eternity, understood.
Before There Were
Navigators, There Were
the Kissed
Before the Order had a name, before it had a doctrine, before it had its seal or its archive or its instruments or its elaborate hierarchies of rank and initiation and silence, there was one person standing at the edge of a field in the dark, feeling something they could not explain, taking one more step toward it.
We do not know her name. The Order does not know her name. The first records — pressed into stone at a site that no longer exists in any mapped territory — refer to her only as the First Kissed, and this is not a title but a description. She was kissed. The geometry kissed her. She stepped into the thinning without knowing what thinning was, crossed the singularity without knowing what singularity meant, and arrived in Sphere One with nothing but her body and its physics and the residue of somewhere else still glowing in her nervous system like an aftermath of lightning.
She came back. This is the crucial fact. She crossed and she came back, and when she came back she did not go to a church or a palace or a scholar. She went to a field. She sat in it. She sat for what the records suggest was eleven days, and then she began to build.
Not buildings.
Not instruments.
Not doctrines.
She built a geometry.
She lay down in the field and pressed her body into it,
arms out, legs out, the whole length of her,
and she felt the kiss-points through the ground —
all twelve of them,
pulling at different parts of her
like tides pulling at different shores simultaneously,
and she understood, before anyone had language for it,
that the world she had always lived in
was touching other worlds
at exactly twelve locations
and that these locations
were not random.
All navigation begins in the body. The instruments came later. The compass, the transit-anchor, the felt-record — these are translations of what the First Kissed understood through her skin. She is not revered for what she knew. She is revered for what she felt before she knew it. In the Order, knowing and feeling are not the same rank. Feeling is higher.
Every initiate’s first training has nothing to do with instruments. It is eleven days in a field. Lying down. Attending to the ground.
She gathered others. This is the second crucial fact about the First Kissed: she did not keep the discovery. In every tradition that has ever arisen around a singular person who touched something beyond ordinary experience, the temptation is sequestration — the keeping of the discovery as a source of personal authority, the parceling out of access as power. The First Kissed did the opposite. She went from field to field across the territory of Origin and she lay down in each one and she found the person who was already, without knowing it, lying there — the person who had chosen that field not by plan but by pull — and she took their hand and said:
You have already felt it.
I am here to tell you that it is real.
Twelve people, eventually. Because twelve is the number the geometry produces. Twelve people who had each, independently, been drawn to specific fields in specific territories — without map, without instruction, without knowing that the others existed — and had been lying in them, attending to something they could not name. The First Kissed found all twelve. She gathered them. They sat together for the first time in a field at the center of the arrangement, and without speaking they understood that each of them was feeling a different kiss-point, that each of them was the human instrument of a different adjacency, that together they constituted a kind of living map of the spherical arrangement pressing itself against Origin from twelve simultaneous directions.
This was the founding of the Order. Not a declaration. Not a doctrine. Twelve people sitting in a field, each feeling a different world pressing against them, nobody speaking.
They Built the Doors
That Are Not Doors
The second generation of the Order understood that the First Kissed and her twelve had done something that could not be explained by pointing at it. The experience of the kiss-point — the thinning, the approach, the crossing, the arrival — was reproducible. The geometry was constant. But there was no way to teach it to someone who had not already felt it, no way to communicate the quality of the thinning to a nervous system that had not encountered it.
So the Order built instruments. This took four generations. The compass came first — the first was not copper, not anything we would recognize as a compass. It was a living thing: a small creature found near the kiss-point sites that trembled, distinctively, when approached. The Order kept them. Bred them for sensitivity. Three generations of selective breeding produced creatures so responsive to the geometric thinning that they could detect a kiss-point from two hundred meters. The copper instrument came later, when a member of the Order — the one recorded only as the Mechanic-Mystic — found that copper wire wound in specific geometric ratios responded to the same signal the creatures did. The creatures were released. The compass went into production.
The transit-anchor was the hardest.
Not to discover — they knew from the beginning
that the body needed something
to hold its physics against the dissolution of transit,
something that would insist on home
in the moment when home was nowhere.
The hard part was: what?
What could carry the argument of Origin
into a singularity that belonged to no sphere?
The answer took two generations to find
and cost three members of the Order their locations.
Not their lives. Their locations.
They crossed without anchor
into Sphere One
and they never came back
but they also did not stay.
They are somewhere in the arrangement,
transiting without stopping,
because a body without anchor
has no specific home to resist leaving
and so leaves
continuously.
Their names: Veth, Olan, and the one who is recorded only as the Continuous, who crossed first and without consent — pushed through a kiss-point by the force of an experimental procedure that went wrong, and who was still being tracked, intermittently, by Order instruments for sixty years after her displacement. The signal of her passage through kiss-points would register on the most sensitive compasses: a brief, specific trembling, here and gone, moving through the arrangement at irregular intervals. The Order considers her still active. Her felt-record is left blank, updated once a year on the anniversary of her displacement, pressed by the current Archivant’s palms in the hope that the cloth is sensitive enough to receive impressions from wherever she currently is.
THE FELT-RECORD · TECHNOLOGY OF THE FIFTH GENERATION
The felt-record emerged from an accident, as most of the Order’s most significant discoveries did. A member of the fifth generation — a woman named Ossis, the Order’s first formally trained navigator after the founding generation — returned from Sphere Three with her hands stained a particular mineral blue from the salt flats. She pressed her hands to a cloth in the archive room without thinking, reaching past it for something else, and left two handprints in that mineral blue dye. Three days later, another member of the Order touched those handprints and experienced a flash of unambiguous sensation: cold. The cold of the Salt Library. Perfectly specific, instantly recognizable to anyone who had been there, transmitted through a cloth by dried mineral pigment.
Ossis spent the next twelve years developing the felt-record systematically. She tried every material. She tried every preparation. She documented four hundred failed attempts and thirty-seven partial successes before she produced the final method: a cloth prepared from twelve specific fibers, each from a plant that grows near one of Origin’s twelve kiss-points, woven in the kissing arrangement, prepared with a solution derived from the transit-anchor compound. This cloth, when touched by a hand that has been elsewhere, receives and holds the impression of that elsewhere — not visually, not as dye, but as a persistent sensory potential, activated when another trained hand touches the same location.
Ossis pressed records of all twelve adjacent spheres. She was the first navigator to complete the full circuit. She died at ninety-four in the Nave, her hands on the archive cloth, and the record she left in that final pressing is the one no subsequent navigator has been able to read fully. Yolande has tried every year for eleven years. She says it is not beyond her training. She says it requires something beyond training. She says, quietly, that she thinks Ossis left not just a record of where she had been but a record of what it feels like to be finished — to have been everywhere the geometry permits and to feel the arrangement complete in your body like a chord resolved.
The Order built the compass.
The Order built the anchor.
The Order built the felt-record
and the archive and the Nave
and the training protocols
and the doctrine of return
and the hierarchies of rank
and the vocabulary of transit
and the maps of the known kissing arrangement
and the instruments that reach into the Deep.
They built all of it.
None of it was understood
by anyone outside the Order
for the first three hundred years.
By understood I mean:
believed.
By believed I mean:
taken seriously
by the people who controlled
what got taken seriously.
“We did not hide because we were secret.
We hid because we had no choice.
The world was not ready to be told
that it was touching other worlds.
The world is never ready for this.
We told it anyway, eventually.
They burned the Nave. We built another.”
They Did Not Discover
Time. They Decided
Where It Goes.
The eighth generation of the Order produced the most dangerous member it has ever recorded: a navigator named Quel, who completed the full circuit of twelve adjacent spheres in a single unbroken transit — crossing from sphere to sphere without returning to Origin between visits, spending the minimum possible time in each world, moving through the arrangement at a pace no previous navigator had attempted. Quel returned to Origin after one hundred and forty-four days of continuous transit in the state the Order now calls deep chronometric imbalance: she had aged four years more than her body should have aged in one hundred and forty-four days.
Quel sat with the Archivant of her era and said: the spheres do not share a clock. Each sphere runs its own time, at its own rate, according to its own constants. Transit between them does not average the rates. It compounds them. I have crossed twelve kiss-points and each crossing added the differential of that sphere’s time-rate to my body. I am four years older than I should be and I have been gone five months and I need to know if the Order understands what this means.
The Order did not understand what it meant. Not yet. Quel spent the next thirty years making them understand.
What it meant was this:
time is not a river.
Time is a property of specific physics
and different spheres have different physics
and therefore different times
running at different rates
and these rates do not negotiate with each other
at the kiss-points — they simply coexist,
each sphere sovereign over its own duration,
the singularity between them
belonging to neither clock
and therefore to no time at all.
In the kiss — in that dimensionless crossing —
there is no time.
Not slowed time. Not stopped time.
The absence of time as a category.
The between has no clock
because the between has no physics
and physics is what time is made of.
What the Order built from this understanding — over the three generations following Quel — was the Chronometric Index: a complete mapping of the time-rate differential between Origin and each of the twelve adjacent spheres, expressed as a ratio, calibrated by navigators who made specific transits at specific intervals and reported back the accumulated drift. The Index allows the Order to calculate, before any transit, exactly how much time will be lost or gained — and more importantly, where in the arrangement of spheres a navigator can go to compress time, to expand it, to spend a subjective decade in adjacent spheres while only a year passes in Origin, or to cross the circuit in what feels like a month while Origin ages three years.
The Order does not publish the Index. It never has. The reason given in the doctrine is epistemological: a civilization that knows it can alter its experience of time will immediately use this knowledge to avoid death, and a civilization organized around the avoidance of death loses the ability to choose what matters. The Order believes this. The Order also benefits enormously from exclusive access to the Index, which is not noted in the doctrine but is noted in the private archive.
The full Index lists differential ratios for all twelve adjacent spheres and thirty-seven spheres in the Deep Arrangement. The extremes: Sphere Eight (the Colorless) runs at approximately 0.94 Origin-time — spending a year there costs the navigator twenty-two days of Origin-life they will not have to live through. Sphere Ten (the Unmeasured) runs at a rate that cannot be expressed as a fixed ratio, because its time, like its other physical properties, is probabilistic — it averages 1.12 Origin-time but varies between 0.6 and 1.8 on any given day, and the variance is not predictable. A navigator who spends a month in Sphere Ten may return having aged three weeks, or seven weeks. The Order considers Sphere Ten untenable for long transits. Navigator Sera Minn’s six-day transit there produced an anomaly: she returned having aged exactly six days, which is statistically improbable and which Yolande describes, with characteristic understatement, as interesting.
THE BUILDERS OF TIME · WHAT THIS ACTUALLY MEANS
The Order does not control time. Let this be clear. No one and nothing controls time, which is a property of physics, which is a property of specific spheres, which are not controlled by anyone including the beings that inhabit them. What the Order built was access to the differential — the gap between rates — and access to a differential is not control but it is proximity to control, and proximity to control is the thing that every institution that has ever existed has used to become whatever it became next.
What the Order became, in the ninth and tenth generations, was a temporal consulting body for every institution of sufficient means in Origin that wished to solve problems involving duration. An illness that could not be survived at Origin’s time-rate could be survived at Sphere Eight’s slower rate — send the patient across, let the body heal at 0.94 speed, bring them back younger than they would have been. A project requiring more human-hours than a single life could accommodate could be staffed by navigators rotating through high-rate spheres — a year of work done in eight months of Origin-time. A secret that needed to outlast its enemies could be archived in a slow-rate sphere and retrieved after the enemies were gone.
The Order charged for all of this.
The Order grew wealthy.
The Order used wealth to build
what wealth builds:
more Order.
More Naves. More archives.
More training grounds. More instruments.
More navigators. More transits.
More felt-records pressed
into more archive cloths
by more hands that had been
to more worlds
and come back with more
of what the worlds had made of them.
For two hundred years
the Order was the most powerful institution
in Origin
that most people in Origin
had never heard of.
Then the Burning Years began.
The Destroyers
The Order did not intend to destroy anything. Let this also be clear, and let the clarity be insufficient, because insufficient clarity is the most honest accounting of what happened. The Order did not intend to destroy anything and the Order destroyed an enormous amount and the two facts coexist without resolving each other and they always will.
What the Order destroyed first: it destroyed the consensus reality of Origin. By demonstrating, repeatedly and irrefutably, that Origin was one sphere among at least thirteen, the Order made it impossible for Origin to continue understanding itself as the world — as the only world, as the center, as the referent by which all things were measured. The Order did this slowly, over generations, through the accumulation of felt-records and the testimony of navigators and the slow, inexorable weight of evidence pressing against the walls of what Origin believed about itself. The walls held for three hundred years. Then they did not.
When the walls did not hold, the burning began.
Not metaphorical burning.
Four Naves, destroyed.
Eleven felt-record archives, destroyed.
Thirty-two navigators, killed — not lost to transit,
not displaced to the arrangement,
killed in Origin, in Origin’s physics,
by Origin’s people
who had decided that the arrangement
was a lie,
or a heresy,
or a threat,
or all three,
or something without a name
that nevertheless required
the navigators who spoke of it
to stop speaking.
The Order did not fight back. This is the fact that historians have found most difficult to account for, the fact that subsequent generations within the Order have found most difficult to accept. The Order had access to temporal differentials that could have been weaponized. A navigator who can age a target seven years in a month has access to a form of violence that no conventional force can counter or even understand. The Order did not use this. The doctrine was absolute: the arrangement is not a weapon. The kiss-points are not weapons. The knowledge of adjacency is not a weapon. We are not builders of weapons. If we become builders of weapons, we become something that the First Kissed would not recognize, and we lose the only thing that makes what we do worth doing.
What the Order destroyed second: it destroyed itself, partially and deliberately. In the second Burning Year, when it became clear that the fifth Nave was going to fall, the Archivant of that generation — a man named Corath, whose felt-record is the most-read in the surviving archive — made a decision. He took the Chronometric Index, the full library of felt-records, and seventeen navigators, and he transited them into Sphere Eight. The Colorless. Where time runs at 0.94.
He left a note on the door of the burning Nave. It said: we will return when it is time. You will not know when that is. We know exactly when that is. We are sorry for the gap.
Corath and his seventeen navigators spent what they experienced as forty years in Sphere Eight. At 0.94 Origin-time, forty felt-years in Sphere Eight equaled forty-two years and seven months of Origin-time. They returned — all seventeen surviving, because the Order’s navigators are chosen partly for longevity — to a world that had forgotten them. The institutions that had burned the Nave were gone. Their children’s children were in power. The new power had no particular opinion about sphere navigation, which it considered a folklore, a superstition, a story old people told.
Corath rebuilt the Order in eleven years. He was ninety-three years old by Origin-reckoning and sixty-one by his own body’s reckoning when he pressed his final felt-record. His hands, the archive notes, were remarkably steady. His impressions are the clearest in any record from his era.
The Order destroyed a third thing, and this is the one it has never recovered from, the one it does not discuss in its formal doctrines, the one that lives in the restricted private archive under a classification the current Archivant has only looked at twice:
The Order destroyed a sphere.
Not intentionally. Not knowingly, while it was happening. But an experiment in the eleventh generation — an attempt to measure whether a kiss-point could be widened, whether the singularity between two spheres could be expanded from a dimensionless point into a traversable opening that did not require the body to endure the compression of crossing — an experiment went wrong in a direction nobody had theorized. The kiss-point did not widen. Instead it deepened, propagating inward into the structure of Sphere Five, which the Order had called the Moth Sphere for its enormous, slow, luminous flying creatures. The propagation took eleven days. At the end of eleven days, the kiss-point instruments registered nothing where Sphere Five had been. Not a changed sphere. Not a damaged sphere. No sphere.
A void.
Where there had been a world —
a world with inhabitants,
with the enormous slow moths,
with its own physics
and its own time
and its own experience of being a place —
a void.
The unowned between.
Pure potential.
Everything that world had been
dissolved back into
everything that world could have been
before it chose to be itself.
The Order does not know
how many beings were in Sphere Five
when it ended.
The Order has never known.
The felt-records from Sphere Five
exist in the archive.
They are kept under a separate cloth.
The cloth is black.
No one is permitted to touch them
without the permission of the Archivant.
The Archivant has never given permission.
“We built the doors. We burned the doors. We destroyed a world trying to make the doors wider. And we still do not know if what we destroyed was the world or only the world’s specific arrangement of itself into a sphere — whether the potential that remained in that void still held, somehow, the compressed memory of the moths.”
— Private Archive · Archivant Corath II · Restricted · Do Not CopyThe Last Thing
the Order Knows
Is That It Is Not Known
The Order has been misunderstood in every generation by every institution that has attempted to understand it. The misunderstandings are consistent enough to constitute a taxonomy. This taxonomy is the most honest self-portrait the Order has ever produced.
The first misunderstanding: that the Order is a religion. It is not a religion. It has sacred texts and initiation rites and a hierarchy of rank and a central doctrine and architectural spaces dedicated to its practices and a relationship with death that differs from the surrounding culture’s. These are the attributes of religion. The Order is not a religion. The Order is a navigation guild that has spent enough time in the proximity of things larger than ordinary experience to have developed a theology by accident, the way water develops a path by accident — not intending to become a river, only flowing consistently downhill until the path is so established that it looks deliberate.
The second misunderstanding: that the Order wants power. The Order does not want power. The Order has power — has always had power, cannot avoid having power, because exclusive access to an understanding of the structure of reality is power regardless of whether you pursue it. The Order has never known what to do with its power, which is perhaps the most accurate thing that can be said about it. Every other institution that has ever wielded comparable power has known, with great clarity and great conviction, exactly what to do with it. The Order knows only that it must not use the kiss-points as weapons and that it must return what it discovers to the archive and that it must train the next generation of navigators. Beyond this it is genuinely uncertain. This uncertainty is mistaken for humility by its admirers and for incompetence by its critics. It is neither. It is the specific uncertainty of people who spend their lives crossing the boundary between what is and what else is and returning to find that the boundary has not moved and the crossing has not simplified anything.
The third misunderstanding:
that the Order knows what it is doing.
It does not know what it is doing.
It knows what it is finding.
These are not the same thing.
Finding is passive. Doing is active.
The Order has always been
a supremely passive institution
with supremely active consequences —
the Order does not intend the consequences,
only the finding,
only the crossing and the returning
and the pressing of hands
into archive cloth
and the careful, endless,
never-finished work
of describing
what the geometry contains.
THE DEEPEST DOCTRINE · THE ONE NEVER SPOKEN ALOUD
The deepest doctrine of the Order is not written in the formal archive. It is not part of any initiation. It is not transmitted by instruction or by felt-record or by any of the technologies the Order has spent generations perfecting. It is transmitted, when it is transmitted at all, by sitting with someone who has crossed enough kiss-points, and waiting, and eventually asking the question that every navigator asks eventually, usually around the fifth or sixth transit, when the novelty has worn off and the strangeness has become familiar and the familiar strangeness has become something else, something that requires a name:
What is the arrangement for?
And the answer — when it comes, when the navigator they are sitting with does not deflect or redirect or offer doctrine — the answer is:
We do not know.
We have been the first to find the concepts
and the last to know what they mean.
We have built the navigation and we have built the time
and we have destroyed a world
and we have crossed every kiss-point
that the geometry of adjacency provides
and we have pressed our hands
into every archive cloth
and we have read every impression
that every hand has left
and we do not know
what the arrangement is for.
The arrangement exists. This is the only certainty the Order claims without qualification. The twelve adjacent spheres exist. The kiss-points exist. The voids exist. The Deep Arrangement exists. The differential of time between spheres exists. The possibility of transit exists. The felt-records exist. The archive exists. The navigators exist, changed by their transits in ways that do not reverse, carrying the physics of other worlds in their bodies like passengers who did not ask to board.
All of this exists. The Order knows that it exists. The Order has spent, by the current Archivant’s calculation, something approaching four thousand years of accumulated navigator-life documenting that it exists.
And the arrangement has not, in all of that time, indicated what it is for. It has not explained itself. The kiss-points have not offered their purpose. The voids have not disclosed their contents. The adjacent spheres have not revealed a plan. The geometry has not spoken. It has only been — pressed warmly against Origin at exactly twelve locations, exact and silent and present and complete and utterly, permanently, serenely without explanation.
The Order believes —
and this is the doctrine that has never been written,
the one that lives only
in the silence after the question is asked
and before the answer is not given —
the Order believes
that the arrangement does not have a purpose
in the sense that purposes are had.
The arrangement has a nature.
It is the nature of spheres to touch.
It is the nature of touching to produce
a point of contact that belongs to neither.
It is the nature of the between
to hold everything that has not yet
become specific.
Purpose is something beings impose
on things that exist without it.
The arrangement exists without it.
The beings — the Order, the navigators,
the Kissed, the builders,
the ones who burned and the ones who crossed
and the ones who were lost
and the ones who dissolved into the ocean
of Sphere Six
and the ones who are still transiting
without stop through the arrangement
because they crossed without anchor
and no longer have a specific home
to resist leaving —
the beings impose the purpose.
The arrangement receives it.
The arrangement does not confirm it.
The arrangement does not deny it.
The arrangement simply
continues
to be
exactly
what it is:
twelve worlds pressing against this one
at twelve locations
that have no width
and no duration
and belong to nothing
and have been there
since before the Order
and will be there
after it
and are there now
as you read this
pressing
pressing
pressing.
Those Who Were
of the Order
She crossed before there was an Order to cross for. She built no instruments and needed none. She felt the arrangement the way a body feels its own skeleton — not by looking but by moving. She gathered twelve. She sat in the field. She is the first entry in the archive and the only entry with no felt-record — she pressed no cloth, left no impression. The archive notes: she did not believe in records. She believed in the next person.
She crossed into Sphere One without the transit-anchor because the transit-anchor had not yet been invented, because she was part of the generation that was inventing it, because she was told it would probably be fine, because the Order uses the word probably far too often in its experimental phases. She has not returned. Her instrument signature has been detected twenty-three times in twelve different spheres over sixty years. She is listed in the archive as active. The Order considers this optimistic. The Order maintains it.
She completed all twelve transits. She pressed four hundred and seventeen felt-records in her lifetime. She invented the archive cloth, the preparation solution, the twelve-fiber weave, the doctrine of return. She died with her hands on the cloth and what she left there has not been fully read by anyone who has attempted it. The archive notes her final entry simply as: O. — last record — classification pending — do not disturb. The record has not been disturbed. It has been eighty-one years.
She crossed all twelve adjacent spheres in one hundred and forty-four days without returning to Origin between transits. She aged four years more than she should have. She spent the next thirty years making the Order understand why. She succeeded. She is the reason the Chronometric Index exists. She is the reason navigators are told, before every transit: time in the arrangement is not time at home. Account for the difference. Budget your years. She lived to one hundred and eleven by Origin-reckoning. Her body, when she died, showed the physiology of a woman of eighty-three.
He took seventeen navigators and the entire archive into Sphere Eight when the fourth Nave burned, waited forty felt-years in slow time for Origin to forget and forgive, and returned to rebuild. He is the only Archivant who has held the position twice — before the exile and after. He is the one who wrote, in his private archive that he believed no one would read: we destroyed a world. We do not speak of it. We will speak of it eventually. That day will be worse than the burning. That day has not yet come. The private archive is still restricted. The current Archivant has read it twice and put it back both times without adding anything.
She was pushed through a kiss-point by an experiment that failed in an unanticipated direction. She had no transit-anchor. She has no specific home-physics to resist leaving. She is transiting. She has been transiting for sixty years. The compass-readings that register her passage — brief, specific, unmistakable, here and immediately gone — have been detected in seven of the twelve adjacent spheres and two locations in the Deep Arrangement. The Order’s most recent detection was eleven months ago. She was in Sphere Six. The thinking ocean registered a perturbation the Order’s instruments identify as person-shaped, crossing the surface at speed, going somewhere, still going, still going, still going.
Sacred Order · Founded Before Memory
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First to feel the thinning
First to name the kiss-point
Builders of the compass · the anchor · the felt-record
Builders of the archive · the Nave · the Index
Builders of time’s differential
Destroyers of what they could not undo
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Misunderstood as religion
Misunderstood as power
Misunderstood as knowledge
Understood as none of these
Understood as nothing
Understood by no one
Not even themselves
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The arrangement does not explain itself.
Neither do we.
We are, after everything,
only the ones who crossed
and came back
and pressed our hands
to the cloth
and left something there
that is not words
and is not silence
and is not yet
understood.
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Kissing Number: 12
Voids: 3 per sphere
Spheres destroyed: 1
Members unlocated: 2 confirmed · 1 continuous
Naves burned: 4 · Rebuilt: 5
The arrangement has no exterior
The Order has no end
We are still pressing
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